I'm a show-stopping fire-starting, heart-breaking, money-making, earth-shaking, house-wrecking, normal, teenage girl. (C)Tyn

OMG DEAD BLOG YOWSZ.
wahah.
okay lets seee.
i wrote all my posts in a book eh.
sibeh long.
another time then transfer.
PAISEH PEOPLE.
FOR DEAD BLOG.
lol.
i changed skin liao.
cos maybe i gonna quit sgn.
long story.
im at mums office.
cannot type long now.
going home soon.
zzz.

lex unglam yow.

SSS!
SAME SPECTS SOCIETY! HAHA. unglamm!

我们的爱, 过了就不再回來;

i dont slit my wrist.
i dont slit my wrist.
OMG I SHOULD STOP SLITTING MY WRIST.
i dont wanna leave scars ):
i dont slit my wrist.
i dont slit my wrist.

Grabbed from SarahCheang's blog ;D

What is more difficult: To let go everything or forget what happened?
Forget it happened. If you let go of everything, then you'll feel more... ummm, hurt? LOL.
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
Family -.-
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
Ummm! I'll put sgn and aaron in one whole conversation :} smart huh (:
4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
For life to get better. I swear.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love?
Trust. How can you have love when you dont have trust? ;} (sarahcheang is dumb for choosing love ;x)
6. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Duh. -.- Like so many people. I'm evil luh >;]
7. Think of the last person whom you know.
...? This question broken english luh :o
8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
OF COURSE! ;D im there when you need me ;]
9. Would you sleep with someone if you had the chance?
Eh, no -.-

1. I'm not old enough
2. I dont wanna lose my virginity yet ):
3. ...maybe i cant trust whoever that person is enough.

10. Are you old fashioned?
No. -.-

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Tell someone you love them. ):

12. What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Friends):
13. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Lol, just now ;o
14. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
FRIENDS AND AARON♥
15. Would you give a homeless person CPR?
Of course (:
16. You are holding onto your grandmother..
...?
17. Do you tell anyone or everyone if you are going to die?
Only close people :]
18. What do you do with your remaining days?
GO ROB THE BANK THEN USE THE MONEY TO SHOP! WOOHOO!
19. Would you be afraid?
afraid of what? ...eh, this quiz is so pathetic i shall go look for a NICER one. suckface.

hah, today was sooo tiring.
i used comp til like, 4 last night, then woke up at 11.30. O_O
what a waste luh i couldve done alot of things.
then my maid came in my room with milk and cake and i had to wake up cos the cake was YUMMM.
so yeah woke up and slacked around.
then mummy came to pick me up for lunch then mrs yap then aprime (omgah!)
ate at kfc at j8 with lang, super crowded can -.-
then i dropped a few coins but didnt bother picking up cos the tray sibeh full then nobody helping me carry so i just didnt pick up la then mummy counted the change (she gave $50 for a $10+ meal -.-) then she say eh short of fifty cents,
so she ask me and lang go find then i like,
"so crowded, how to find."
then she scolded me for reprimanding then like, i diam diam down there, like seriously la, so small the kfc place, how to find!?
so she asked lang to find then he also agreed with me, so crowded, she go find luh.
so i down there quietly eat while mummy teached lang his chinese oral for the 2384092835 time, like everytime also bring then book out test test test i sleep also can recite the whole book luh.
ANYWAY, after that in the car to crown centre!
heard mummy talking to this person cancelling an appointment, (idk what) then told her "yeah can i cancel the appointment cos i need to go get this book for my daughter, she needs it for tuition so i'm not really free." then i like OMGAH! o_O (its the math book mr kok ask me buy -.-)
then like omg mummy so 爱我, 心痛!!
so when i getting off the car that time i like bye mummy ee-lee!
(i dont think she knows what it means but yeahhh haha)
then yeah went yap, didnt really do much -.-
then around 3.45 walked to aprime,
mr kok asked where the book was, then i like uh my mother now buying,
then he scolded me a little for not buying it earlier then i told him i was busy which was true!
so anyway he taught me stimultaneous equations, &i totally got it luh :]
im a natural at this topic! ;D
so yeah it was very leh-cheh.
so i did quite slowly at first then i got faster then easy alr.
i was so addicted to it i stayed back 10 mins luh ;D
so went down then daddy and mummy were there alr.
so yeah went home.
eeee i couldnt go sc carnival -.-
whatever anyway mummy got the express book for me supposed to be normal ;O
yeah have to go get the correct one -.-

OMG. the radio got this caller, so annoying, like super act bimbo luh!
like, hello!
is this nine eight seven like, omg hi.
like can i dedicate like a song to like all my friends.
dj : uhhh okay, what are you up to tonight?
oh like im going to my friends party like at her house.
dj : oh can you sneak me in? ;D
oh of course hee. hee. hee.

-.- sorry that was random lol okay anyway after that went for dinner at bishan.
then got this group of boys, keep looking at me, then i like wtf.
then i went buy bubbletea then they like HELLO! EH HI!!
then i gin them.
so annoying luh, RI guys, despo kia.
yup.
-.-
came home then couldnt use comp cos my brother was hogging it.
then i started talking abut how i was using the comp then he told my mum and i can finally get revenge and stuff.
then we started arguing then he got pissed and let me use hahahaha.
im pro in stating facts man ;D

anyway yeah.
:}
i wish i went sc carnival!
i miss everyone there even rachel chong.





NAWT.
-.-
hahah stupid bootlick la she i see her surely tio her one.
;D


CIAO!

deanne you unglam shit xDD
wahahah (:

hot stuff man :]
he's saying like
"straighten my back! straighten my back!"
hahaha my brother caught him on tape ;}



lol some bo liao maple video -.-

went out with baby today(:
hahah, went to city hall, to meet him.
went penin first, then yiru bought skinnies :D
yeah then met him then walked arnd and stuff.
then sgn pangsehed me so we went bishan to meet sheryl and 2/8 people at library,
slacked then went home, thats all la, haha xD

ohoh i wanna watch the hottie and the nottie! xD
Tom Putnam

ciao.

wapiang. bad mood lurh.
you all bad mood then start using vulgarities liao.
fuck luh now i also bo mood can.
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Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me


TUESDAY!
Dingo's oral, goodluck baby :}
went to sengkang after another boring day at school -.-
went there cos sarahtan wants to hug and kiss drick on the cheek, say i will wait for you de.
then, when went inside mrt, with yiru velda &sarahtan, s.t smsing kenta, then she told kenta want hug him.
then kenta told drick then drick say what,
die also dowan hug.
then saraht in the mrt cry, like sobbing.
then we all xintong~!
then comfort her.
then (so many thens) she okay le, we reach compass point, she hyper hyper one, go static everyone, then i keep running away from her haha xD
hmm. then kenta they all say meet at the playground there so we must walk all the way there -.- sot right! should be guy doing that for us. -.-
ok so we waited there then they came, finally -.-
stood around awkwardly, then kenta say just one hug la. then drick like dowan dowan break liao break liao.. then, drick throw temper, then saraht shout to kenta, kenta! nevermind luh. then kenta like okay. that time, saraht alr want start crying. then.
drick zhao with kenta's bike then kenta go up to saraht say what takecare or smth? (i forogt O_o) ahah, then he left then saraht start sobbing, then start crying very hard, then me velda and yiru like omg omg omg dont cry!! thn we started crying D:
cos it rly rly hurts to see someone sooo close to us cry so hard, and we felt super useless cos we couldnt do anything to help, so yeah, and then halfway through drick fell from the bike ruining the moment -.-
lol then we half laugh half cry.
then saraht continued crying, then suddenly she shouted rly loud. :l
then all the kids at the playground tio shock -.-
ahah, okok mai play.
so we settle down liao, then wanted go back compass point.
then when we walking back that time, velda played the sond someone's watching over me by hilary duff (i know i said i hated her but i think after listening this song shes not that bad)
and for the first time - i rly heard the lyrics &it was fxcking meaningful for someone like saraht.
yeah so whatever.
i now no mood blog luh.

you all say following then suddenly not following dunno what fuck you all talking luh whatever luh dont follow luh everytime i follow you all then now you all liddait, pro luh.

then after that go home la.
late go home someore tio kp by my mum just cos i went ALL THE WAY TO SENGKANG -.-

whatever luh rly bo mood now can.
i want go sleep la.

hands off.

sacrificing is painful, but struggling is worst.

this line is effing true! thanks yiru for thinking of it, sarah tan!
stop hurting yourself.
if he rly doesnt love you anymore, give it up.
if you love someone - let it free.
just let him go, you have no more other choices, stop hurting yourself,
goddammit.


ANYWAY!

i want this phone!

http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/k660i




The Sony Ericsson K660i is modern & stylish looking 3G mobile phone which comes in a choice of two colour designs. The user can choose between a clean white coloured handset with lime coloured accents & a stunning black coloured handset with wine coloured accents. Both colour options come with metal details on the edging, which enhance the handsets design further. The user can view all their information & pictures on a 262k colour screen which is 2 Inches in size & is a TFT screen. The handset has a solid design with no opening systems & it has smooth curved edges. The k660i comes with 32 Mbytes of internal memory & the user can extend the memory capabilities further by adding a memory card to suit the user's storage demands. The K660i is 95 gram in weight & measures 104mm x 47mm x 14.7mm which is a good size for carrying purposes. The K660i is from the same family as the Sony Ericsson K610i & Sony Ericsson K630i which are all solid bar handsets which come with fashion conscious designs & 3G capabilities.

The user can enjoy fast Internet access on their new phone & experience surfing the Internet in landscape mode. The Sony Ericsson K660i is an Internet focused 3G phone which comes with easy to access Internet shortcut keys & the user can enjoy surfing the Internet like they would do on their home or office computer. The user can use the shortcut keys to go to their favourite sites with one simple press of the short cut key. The K660i comes with an Access NetFront™ Web Browser & the user can use the RSS feed to have news & updates directly on their phone as it happens when subscribing to the service. The phone is a quad band network phone which allows the user to enjoy worldwide roaming which is dependent on the user's network provider. The user can connect their phone to printers, computers, laptops & headsets by using either a Bluetooth® wireless connection or a USB cabled connection between compatible devices. The phone provides high speed data transfer which are up to 384 Kbytes per second. The 3G HSDPA technology provides the user with broadband speed services which allow the user to enjoy a faster music & video streaming, Internet surfing, MMS, 3G video calling & even multitasking skills. The multitasking capabilities means the user can remain on a call whilst transferring & downloading data files.

i wish it was as easy as everyone says it to be;




1.Three days from now will you have
sex?
: Yeah, i have it everyday woohoo -.-

2. What color are your eyes?
: Brownish black yow.

3. What does your second text say?
: hahaha, chill la. take very fast one(:
by sheryl phua. &sheryl - the bus took 10 mins. whaddufuggg :o

4. How do you think your latest ex feels about you?
: Diam la.

5. Do you like what you see in the
mirror?
: No. I wanna be slimmer. D;

6. What are you listening to right now?
: Have You Ever - S Club 7 (:
GOOOOOOD TIMES.

7. What’s one word to describe you?
: hotandsexy. <--- thats one word. ha.

8. What are your plans for this weekend?
: Idontknow, hopefully something fun.

9. What makes you laugh?
: SGN! hahah, and retarded and lame jokes like the jokes sarah tan makes -.-

10. How is your room looking?
: Neat. For once. Thanks to my maid yow. :]

11. Get asked anything ridiculous lately?
: Uh, nope. Retarded but not ridiculous. LOL.

12. What are you doing tomorrow?
: Tuition Dx

13. What's your aim screen name? :
{ how about a round of applause a standing ovation ♥;

14. What are you wearing right now?
: School uniform ;x

15. What are you most looking forward
to today?
: Mindchamps yow.

16. How is your hair?
: Superrr messy.

17. As of today, do you like anyone?
: Yup. :]

18. Have you kissed anyone on the lips
within the past 7 hours?
: No -.-

19. Have you ever been awake for 48
hours?
: Eh, no! Imagine the eyebagsxz yo.

20. Do you stay friends with your exes?
: Someeee.

21. Do you like your first name?
: No. -.-

22. Do you like to cuddle?
: Depends (:

23. What are your initals?
: tyn! nyeh heheh >:]

24. Baseball or football?
: your mum.

25. Married?
: Yeah, jealous?

26. Favorite kind of blanket?
: omg, damn random can? Hahah, i only love my blanket. Use for 10 years know! Pro right. Not kidding luh :(

27. What's your biggest fear?
: Your mum.

28. How do you feel about chocolate-
covered strawberries?
: FAT-TEN-NING.

29. What kind of soap do you use?
: Go die la so random! Hahah, uh Body Shop.

30. Europe or the Caribbean?
: Europe yow.

31. How do you feel about racism?
: Why did the banglah cross the road?
COS IT WANTED TO GET ONTO THE OTHER SIDE! -.-

32. Who is the sexiest person alive?
: Me luh.

33. Who was the last person you talked
to on MSN or AIM?
: Lol, Dingo. :]

34. Name a song that reminds you of
old memories?
: Alot. Baabaa black sheep all that reminds me of my younger days. GOOOOOD TIMESSS. haha no la, mostly emo songs remind me of the past, like HAVE YOU EVER! and HATE THAT I LOVE YOU! and I'm all about you!

35. Do you like the color gray?
: Okay la. :]

36. Is there someone you really can't
stop thinking about?
: Course. ;]

37. Look outside, how's the weather?
: Warm and breezy at the same time♥

38. Are you jealous of anyone right
now?
: Those who have PSPs, those who own mansions, those who have freedom, those who are living the perfect life.

39. Did you ever think someone didn't like you, but came to find out they really did?
: Yeah!

40. Last time you ate grilled cheese?
: ...forgot leh. But its fattening can!

41. Name something great that happened
today:
: Nothing!

42. Do you regret doing something today?
: Yes, cannot say. :]

43. When you think of the rainbow,
what pops in your head?
: Unicorns and flowers.
Hahah, no la. If you actually see the real thing, not this :


but this! :



then yeah. i love it. (:

huh!
i think i got gold for napfa :]
yeah! ^^
hahah, i keep getting silver, like whaddufug.
eh, wait. only one time, zzz! xD
okok so after napfa, went to mindchamps!
omfgee,
its like, ending tmr. :(
nuuuu :(
imma miss everyone!
hopefully can go watch movie after mindchamps tmr,
with baohui tiru nicholas manda they all :]
nyehehehe.
oh we went to scold monica alr.
yiru - nice one luh, flick her table xD
hahah,
this teaches twofive,
dont anyhow, backstab us.
or, you fate will be worse than monica's.
so if you type anything bad abt us in your blog, better delete before we find out.
i know, we sound like ahlians,
but backstabbing us, for no fcking reason, is
simply.
RETARDED.
so please, think before you do.
dont do smth stupid, and then tio from us.
you wont like it :]

we're not ah lians, is you force us to.
yup (:

and ummm.
iloveyoudingo ><

10.46, 1OO4O8 ♥

LOOK!
i want this dog,
so get it for me.
please and thank
you. nyeh heh heh.

I PASSED TWO POINT FOUR ;D
hahahahaahah suggers. :)
anyway yeah. i think im awesome yow.
I WANNA GO TCF CONCERT!